Wednesday, July 8, 2009

The in love Hades

In my previous piece I mentioned that I have philosophy of God, world and man. But I didn’t expose it here. I thought about it and mentioned it in one forum. So, I will present it briefly here. I will put it only in few sentences as Hemingway follower and because I know that the new man has no time and is overburdened with information and the idea must be only pointed.

In no other religion than Christianity and Islam there is division to good and bad and consequently to God who is the ruler of good and Devil who is the ruler of bad. In all ancient religions and in the east cultures there are only Gods. They may be with good attitude or may be angry. They consist of the good and the bad as man and they are strict and fair in their bad manner towards people. In Greek mythology there is no God of the bad. Zeus is good and bad. He has human characteristics and odd character. The ruler of the kingdom of dead is Hades. He also has no bad features. He is only the God of that kingdom and he has also human character. He falls in love with Persephone. This matrix can be seen in all other ancient religions and in east cultures. So, Christianity and Islam implement one dual world to manipulate the masses. From ancient times the priest has high position in the ruling hierarchy and people listen to him and ask him for advice. But in Christianity and Islam the power is bigger. Through religion the priests of these two religions play with fears of their followers. Maybe it was needed in order to humankind to jump in its next level - the era of Aquarius - without destroying itself. The era of Aquarius will bring and create new religion and new connection to God because the new man is more complex, more informed and thus more skeptic.

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:X

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

The Church

One day a friend came to me and said she was feeling depressed and would I go with her to the church to put a candle for her dead relatives. I said sure. We went out and on foot we got to the church. The whether was calm, beautiful and the sun was shining. One perfect day. We reached the church. It was a nice small church with well-kept garden in front of it. We bought candles and fired them and stayed at the icons praying and speaking with God. (We are orthodox Christians.) The smell of the incense and wax was everywhere and the silence was comfortable. I felt really calmed and peaceful, loving all people even the not so good persons from my life. My friend started a talk with the woman who was selling the candles and was a kind of sexton of the church. My friend said to her that from some time she didn’t feel calm and felt depressed, thinking of her dead relatives and that she often dreamed them at night. The sexton said that Satan was very happy when he destroyed our soul, when we were stressed and feared and that when she felt that she must pray to some saints. (I won’t mention their names, because it is not the theme of my piece.) Then the sexton told us that the other woman who was sexton at that church, they changed on duties – one day the one and the other - the other. So, other sexton heard from an astrologer and said her that when the moon is full and started wane then these days were bad. She said that from that moment she started to feel bad when the moon was waning and she was praying every night before sleeping. (Here, I had to mention that the old people have more fears than us. Because of ignorance and the age, they suffer and feel bad a lot more.) She said that she feared and that that shake her mind and soul and that she prayed when she felt it and advised my friend to do so. I as a beginner astrologer, wanting to calm her down and to say her my philosophy of Satan (it is exposed here in the blog) and to make her better said to her that Satan didn’t exist and that I didn’t believe in it. But she maybe because I was younger and she didn’t bear someone younger to contradict her or because she so strongly believed in that thing said:

- No….no, he exists, he exists! – said she with very severe and strict voice.

I decided to stop talking and then we gave our gratitude to her and left.


FAIR WIND!
VPI
:X


PS.
Back at home I started wandering: “Who did she believe in? In God or in Satan? “
PPS.
This is a good story for the positive and negative thinking.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Ernest Hemingway



As you see here, I am very occupied with Hemingway. The theme of my graduation official thesis was about Ernest Hemingway and his collection Winner Take Nothing. I did enormous research on Hemingway, his life and works. Now, I just want to share with you the titles of my favorite short stories of Hemingway and to make you if you wish to read them alone and interpret them in your point of view. Just, for me, these short stories show precisely pieces from the world we live in.

The short stories are:

1. Indian Camp
2. The Doctor and the Doctor`s Wife
3. The End of Something

4. A Clean, Well-Lighted Place
5. God Rest You Merry, Gentleman
6. The Gambler, the Nun, and the Radio

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:X

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Conclusion and a Daiquiri

After a lot of books, two plane crashes and four wives, white-bearded Papa becomes one of the most famous persons in the world. He is remembered more as a great person and less as a great writer, what he definitely is. The writer who fires at lions or catches marlins in the ocean, catastrophes with a plane, fights and participates in two wars, as a person is uncertain, not self-confident, a man who more suffers than enjoys life. Maybe part of the Lost Generation (from which he wants to be distanced), he is marked by war and death, his vision of the world and man is very pessimistic.

Hemingway’s life philosophy, which is woven in his works can be defined entirely by his credo “Man can be destroyed but can not be defeated.” In every book he writes, he searches for evidences of that statement. For Hemingway life is a fight, man is a hero and world – a battlefield. The fight is the fight of every man. That man can lose everything even his life just in one second, but he can not be defeated. He is a winner, having the chance to fight with fate, although the fight is futile and unequal. He is a winner, suffering alone and stoically, receiving the kicks of providence with dignity and grace, living with elegance. The real sense of life in Hemingway’s vision is that fight. The fight is important and important is the way a man fights. Hemingway doesn’t like cowards and false fighters. Though all his characters are losers in a way, they are and winners because they reveal their true character and potential to deal with the sarcastic games of fate. They are winners but they will not get anything even more - it will be got from them again and again. Fate is cruel and sinister and the fight is unfair. This philosophy may be seen completely in the masterpiece The Old Man and the Sea, which brings to Hemingway Nobel Prize for Literature in 1954 for this work and for his contribution to the literature.

Beginning to speak about Hemingway’s contribution to world literature it is easier to quote him: “For the real writer every book is a new beginning, new attempt to reach something, which is not reached yet. He always has to strive for something, which has never been done, which others have tried but they haven’t succeeded in.” Hemingway as true modernist, is and an innovator. He searches for new devices, for new writing styles, for new undiscovered ideas, for new expressions. He invents his own unique style, using omitting of everything useless and simplification of the sentence and plot. He invents the principle of the iceberg, where the main ideas are undercurrent and unstated. His short stories, where the principle of the iceberg is mostly used, are prized as one of the best written. They have enormous influence on the reader and eternal value. His novels, although not prized very much by critics, also become an example for modern novel and many authors try to copy his approach and style.

Although not prized by the critics, most of his books climb to the top places of the lists of best-sellers. The novel For Whom the Bell Tolls will prove to be by far and away Hemingway’s most popular book and by 1943 it has sold over three-quarters of a million copies, the biggest best-seller in America since Gone with the Wind (1936) of Margaret Mitchell. Other Hemingway’s works are also greatly acknowledged by the audience despite of the negative critics.

Hemingway has big saved correspondence, published after his death. But all these letters make a man think why the lines intended to reach one person are reaching the world and the opposite. The answer is slipping out.

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:X

Sunday, June 14, 2009

The Sea Change by E. Hemingway

Hemingway shows in his works the idea of “grace under pressure”, where man is putted at dead-lock by life or by fate and accepts that with dignity and succeeds with elegance to cope with the situation. Another line in his works is the motif of the silent, stoic suffering and facing of providence, including the theme of the fight of man, his winning and losing in life.

An interesting situation is presented in the short story The Sea Change. By the means of dialogue Hemingway reveals part after part the situation in the story. There is no narrator, the reader presents on the real conversation where two lovers, man and woman, are separating because of another woman. The man and the woman have no names and no faces, because this is not important. It is emphasized on the incident when a man loses his love violently and forever.

As Hemingway shows in most of his works man is doomed to lose and for a pity he often loses love which is one of the most painful losses. Losing his love the main character accepts the situation and lets the woman to go away, to go away in space and to go away from his life, although he loves her burningly. Left alone he accepts this loss with great pain and something in him changes. The change is inner, the barman doesn’t notice anything. It is the change of a person who accepts the loss and the pain changes him forever. He will never be the same man. He will be one of the men who have lost.

The character accepts the decision of fate and with dignity goes on. Losing he becomes stronger and voluntarily gives up from his love. The character perceives the unfair play of providence and despite of it keeps living, although the sense of his life is taken and he is empty and robbed. He is suffering but with pride, losing but with dignity. Neither a line on his face moves nor the other men notice his tragedy. Overcoming his self, surmounting his ego he is a winner but he doesn’t win anything – just one broken heart. The main protagonist shows how man must meet the strokes of fate, which he inevitably will receive in his life. It is important the way man will accept and overcome the sarcastic games of providence nevertheless he is losing all the time.

Hemingway’s characters are heroes in one unequal fight with fate and they will not win or receive something even if they win, because the fight is unequal. The only that is left to them is to live with grace, to be heroes, to suffer alone in silence, not complaining, meeting the strokes of life with pride.

The motifs of death and of fight with fate and life trace Hemingway’s work from the beginning, from the collection In Our Time, to the end – the masterpiece The Old Man and the Sea. The flirt or duel of Hemingway with death and fate continues all his life.

There are different pictures of characters and situations shown in Hemingway’s works but it is mainly stressed on the deep inner side of the character though this is not directly expressed. Hemingway’s books are deeply psychological, but this psychological side stays hidden under the water where is the seven eight of the iceberg. Like a member of the modernist trend he emphasizes on the inner spirituality, on the hidden inside world of the person but secretly, in his own manner, trying always to show as he said “the truth about people”.

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:X

Winner Take Nothing – Winning and Losing in Ernest Hemingway’s Vision

Unlike all other forms of lutte or combat the
conditions are that the winner shall take nothing;
neither his ease, nor his pleasure, nor any notion
of glory; nor, if he win far enough,
shall there be any reward within himself.


The premiere of the collection Winner Take Nothing is on 27th October 1933. The title of the collection of short stories and its epigraph are made up by Hemingway himself. In a letter to his friend and editor Maxwell Perkins Hemingway writes: “The title reflects with uncompromisingly logic the truth about people, who the stories incarnate and illustrate”.

Maybe because of the transitioning hard period between the two World Wars or because Hemingway himself experiences so many tragic events in his life at this time or because of his sensibility, he presents reality as horrible and cruel in the collection. Hemingway’s view and conception of the world are gloomy and all pieces in the Winner Take Nothing have pessimistic and tragic decoration. His view of life is terrible and gloomy and often his disillusionment transfers in black mockery and satire.

The story The Gambler, the Nun, and the Radio is published for the first time in the April issue from 1933 of Scribner’s Magazine under the title Give us a prescription, doctor. The story is about a nun, a gambler and a man listening radio. All of them addicted. The first title clearly shows the main motif of the story. There is needed prescription, there is needed medicine. And the medicine is opium, which makes man to forget the disastrous and senseless reality, which makes him to create his own worlds, where he forgets that he lives in nothingness – nada (A Clean, Well – Lighted Place). Opium is the escape from reality or the thing which makes man more comfortable with life, which distracts his mind from the real situation, gives sense and man can’t live without it. For Cayetano the opium is gambling, for the nun it is religion, for Mr. Frazer it is the radio, the nice melodies and the beautiful unknown worlds it brings to him every night. These people need opium to forget their strange distorted reality. Man often must drug and fog his mind in order to keep living. The reality is severe and opium is so good. Man wants to forget, to not notice that reality, where he is doomed to pain, to sufferings and to losing minute after minute.

Another story from the collection The Light of the World is a kind of grotesque. Hemingway as James Joyce and as Franz Kafka shows distorted characters like the distorted paintings of Pablo Picasso and Salvador Dali. The title is got from the Gospel of Matthew. Interesting is the whole quotation: “You are the light of the world. A town which stays on the top of a mountain can not be hidden.” (Gospel of Matthew 5:14). The story is about beauty and the power of the human soul.

The short story is also about rudeness and it is sodden with vulgarity and bad manners. The characters on the other hand are disgusting – a cooker with white hands, who washes them with lemon which makes impression of something insane, unpleasant Indians and three big, very fat prostitutes. The atmosphere is oppressive. The ugly and abnormal characters, the rudeness and the aggression in the dialog, the nasty giggle of the prostitutes inspire disgust. The characters are dregs, rejected from society. The words are abuses and insults. The situation on this railway station is horrible and sordid.

Despite of the rudeness and despite of the repulsive picture, created by Hemingway, despite of the ugliness - inner and outer of all characters, despite of the impolite conversations - there is light. The light is the beautiful soul of one of the prostitutes longing for politeness and devoted love. She narrates about a dramatic love affair with the dead boxer Steve Ketchel. The band of rags who are waiting for the train on the station and who are listening the story also have the light in them, they are depressed from the death of the boxer and of the tragedy of the woman. Finally it appears that she never knew Steve Ketchel and the rudeness and aggression increase again in the dialogue between Alice and the Peroxide. But nevertheless the light is there, it can not be hidden. Although in ugly body, although on low intellectual and social level, although a rag - the light is there “on the top of the hill” and is “the light of the world” and will never disappear. This is the light which everybody carries in him, the beautiful dreams, the longing for love, the wish to live in a lovely world, to have tender and polite relationships, to be treated well. This light is given to men as weapon against the hard and cruel reality and is called - Faith, Hope and Love.

The light is in every human soul. The soul is gentle, believing, hoping and loving, in opposition to the rude and repulsive reality. The opposition is purposely made by Hemingway. He even makes the three prostitutes so disgusting that they weight 350 pounds each. There are two worlds in the story – one real and one imaginary of the Peroxide, one repulsive and one lovely. Hemingway aims that contrast to reveal clearly the beauty of the human soul and that even in disgusting situation in which the Peroxide is, thrown off from society and having nothing, she has inner strengths which give her power to keep living. These inner strengths are inherent to every man and thus he can continue his fight with life and fate although it is unequal. One of the main Hemingway’s motifs that “Man can be destroyed but can not be defeated.” is sodden in the undercurrent of the short story.

The Light of the World is one of Hemingway favorite stories and he wants to put it in the first place in the collection. But Maxwell Perkins dissuades him from this with the words that it will give motivation to his enemies to accuse him “about his weakness to write about rudeness in the sake of rudeness”. Hemingway steps back, although he knows he made a story, which excels Maupassant` s Madame Tellier `s Establishment.

The collection Winner Take Nothing is a higher step in Hemingway’s development. The principle of the iceberg, formulated by the writer, is presented in the collection in its higher form, touching entirely new ideas – the existential quest. “The grandeur with which the iceberg swims” – says once Hemingway – “is because of that that one eight is over the water”. Again he doesn’t say all; again he omits something, wanting to be understood by specific audience. In Winner Take Nothing the principle of the iceberg is applied with its full capacity. Every story hides so many under the water. It is shown great psychological approach, understanding of life and people and true eye. Carlos Baker, who is biographer of Hemingway, says that what lies under water is noticeable only for the discoverer, and that it is constructed under the laws of very different poetics – poetics of symbol. All short stories in the collection are symbols, which got together construct the idea of the collection mentioned in its title and epigraph.

In this third collection of short stories the ideas and the motifs are very different from other Hemingway’s works. The light motifs are deeply psychological and show the truth about people, the truth about life. Hemingway presents his existential quest, gives his answers and coins his philosophy. The iceberg swims with “grandeur” in the collection and Hemingway leaves deep trace in the literary history, and even places a request for literary immortality. The same device of symbol and the principle of the iceberg are applied in the awarded with Nobel Prize for Literature in 1954 modern parable The Old Man and the Sea.

With the stories from the collection Hemingway creates exact portrait of the hopeless moments in life. The stories go beyond their time. Having no time or place, they are eternal. The entire conception of the collection is genius. But in 1933 when it is published, the literary critics in America meet the collection unexpectedly inimically. There are some very critical responses and the collection is not received well. But despite this the collection stays proudly among the works of the author, nowadays winning more and more respect. With its own unique symbols and clear messages it is part from Hemingway’s development as a writer and of the development of the modern literature.

In the modernist works of Hemingway can be seen mixed features of different literary trends. From Romanticism it is got the longing for the past, the escape in the nature and the view of man as unique person. Symbolism and Decadence can be seen in Hemingway’s pessimistic attitude towards life, man and the world, in his depiction of pain, suffering and death and in using of symbol as main literary device. Upgrading and mixing the previous traditions in literature the works of Hemingway are exact pieces of Modernism, responding to all its features and a step further and can be defined as modern allegory.

In his works Hemingway treats universal problems like human condition, the purpose of life, the position of man in the universe, the sense of human life. He often wonders in his works about the aim of man, about the winning and losing in life and who is the real winner in fact.

Hemingway’s credo “Man can be destroyed but can not be defeated.” is the very embodiment of the motif of winning, which marks all his books. In many of his works he comes to that conclusion and shows the reader proofs for that conception. It is Hemingway’s belief through all his life and all his works are written in that philosophy. He states this creed in the novel For Whom the Bell Tolls and shows its manifestation in The Old Man and the Sea.

Hemingway shows that man has inner strengths, inner powers, invisible for the eye, undiscovered even by the same person but strong and forceful, which can defeat the mean and inconsistent fate. These inner strengths are the man`s weapons in the brutal fight with providence. The destiny can destroy him, but having these inner strengths he can win by accepting its strikes bravely and calmly and by trying to overcome them, saving his high spirit. And even if he can not overcome these strikes, even if he loses, he again can be a winner because he fights and has the courage to meet them. Winning is in that man doesn’t give up and doesn’t bow down his head before the difficulties in life.

Proofs for these statements can be found in the story about a hero A Way You’ll Never Be. It sends the reader to the front, where a man with shell - shock, almost psychically disordered, despite of his illness goes around the Italian frontline to help in the war against the Austrians in World War I. He doesn’t lie in a hospital where his place is but he is on the front line – fighting, forgetting himself, devoted to the cause. And Hemingway unambiguously titles the story in that way and for the first time he is so direct in his message, because only a few will volunteer in such situation to help to their army and to face death, although themselves are almost dead. This man, no matter of his condition, no matter of his suffering and agony, no matter of the bad doom, no matter of his loss keeps fighting, keeps living, keeps winning.

Important is how man fights not what he wins. The prize is that man is alive and has the ability to fight and to show what he is capable for. The winning is in that he suffers and not gives up, showing he is stronger than the pain. People are in this world to fight. The only true sense of life is this fight - all other is transient and futile. And Hemingway’s characters are fighters. Though rags and common people, they are fighters and heroes. They are small heroes having their big victories.

In A Day’s Wait is depicted heroism of one small man. The small child from the short story meets with death and one all day is waiting to die, because of misunderstanding. The child doesn’t complain but bravely and silently waits his false death. It even doesn’t say a word to his father, although it feels fear. He is waiting the death not as a coward but as a small hero. In Hemingway’s philosophy it is important not only the fight but also the way you fight, how do you meet the attacks of the malicious destiny. The child meets the death and wins the fight, because it doesn’t show any weakness. His character reveals in the face of death and that boy shows the inner strengths of a brave man, shows big heroism to which are not capable a lot of men.

Every evident defeat leads to a greater victory, because man shows his abilities to fight, his potential, and his spiritual strength to stay, even losing, in front of destiny and death and continues his battle. Defeated, man shows his real face. Will he withdraw and escape or will he keep fighting, no matter what is happening. Losing, Hemingway’s characters will continue strive against the unmerciful kicks of fate. That is their victory.

Man comes alone with nothing in this world and goes alone with nothing. The only thing he has is his life. And it is important how this life is lived. Fate is cruel and mean. It can take from man everything he has in one second and leave him alone and empty. Man must accept the strikes of providence and keep fighting, because he has nothing left, in that way he wins.

The winners will not receive anything, because there is no prize and because the fight is unequal. Man can only accept fate and keep struggling to overcome it. There is no prize; even more man receives more sufferings and pain. The important is how he accepts them. He must accept them bravely with dignity and no complaining; to live through them with grace and elegance. In that way accepts his life the old man from A Clean, Well - Lighted Place. His life is over, he has money but he doesn’t need them any more. His death is near and the waiting of it maybe makes him unhappy. He even tries to commit a suicide. In this bad position he moves with dignity.

Even the old man is chased out rudely from the café he accepts this with dignity and shows self-respect. For him the world is nada - nothingness. He and the old waiter know this – the futility and absurdity of the world. They feel it and they have insomnia. The young waiter, the barman and many other also live in the nada but they don’t know this, as the old waiter says. They don’t understand the tragedy of life, busy with petite daily problems. But the old man and the old waiter though misunderstood, though having insomnia, though realizing their unhappy fate, live with grace and dignity their common and simple life, meeting its foul plays.

Being in that position they want to see the beauty around them to feel the splendor of the world. They prefer nice well-lighted beautiful cafés, not the bodegas (dirty pubs). Seized by this nothingness, cruelty and darkness of existence, they search for the nice moments in life - a cup of coffee or a glass of brandy. The old man shows how man must accept death and the plays of fate, without fear, with pride and self-dignity. He is defeated - he will die soon, but that makes him stronger. Calm he accepts his destiny and that is his victory. The victory to give up from all that a man can have (the old man made an attempt to commit a suicide) and in that way to become invincible and winning, showing he is not afraid. He is ready to receive whatever the fate has prepared for him. Hemingway’s credos “Man can be destroyed but can not be defeated.” and “grace under pressure” are entirely sodden in the story, making it one of the best in the collection. The story is and one of James Joyce most favorite.

And if man wins in that fight he doesn’t get anything as Hemingway says in the epigraph. He goes without award, because there is no prize and the victory is - to fight knowing he will get nothing in the end. The winners are those who fight for the fight and fight fair and self-deniably. The winners are fighting even knowing they will lose, lose everything. The winner overcomes himself, thus free of everything, having only his courage and faith, he is ready to do the impossible, to sacrifice himself, even to receive greater pains but in that way he is winning, in that way he is victorious, in that way he can not be defeated. The winner despises the mean games of providence and death as Hemingway, who when writes about death is always bitterly sarcastic and satirical.

The fight with fate is unequal but it exists in the life of every man. Every man in this world is fighting and he won’t get a prize in the end. Every man is a hero and Hemingway shows this heroism of the common man with surrealistic manner and by the rules of the principle of the iceberg.

Hemingway’s stories are like moments of being, making the reader to feel he is alive, to feel he is part of something big, in which he has his small but significant function. There is only now, the instant, the enlightenment, which strikes down like lightning, leaving the reader illuminated, full of sense and awareness. Thus Hemingway’s works influence deeply and by the messages they embody live an eternal life and make their way to universality.

The motifs of death, fate, fight, wining and losing obsess Hemingway all his life and he writes about them in almost all his books. During the war - in the trenches or on the frontline - or at bullfights, where death is around, he is interested how man changes in the face of death. Hemingway likes the fair players, the true people, who don’t show off and accept their destiny with self-respect.

Often Hemingway’s characters are left hopeless and perplexed by fate, when it gets all they have. Nobody likes to lose but that are the rules of life. The man must accept losing and that he is destined to not rule his life, but to receive everything what the fate has prepared for him. The man must reconcile with his position in the universe and to live with elegance despite of the pain and unfair games of providence, despite of losing, which is inevitable and to show hardness and courage. That is Hemingway’s pessimistic philosophy and that is what he preaches in his works.

The motif of losing is not so clearly declared in the collection Winner Take Nothing. It is undercurrent line in the short stories and gives to the reader its unstated messages and unvoiced conclusions. Hemingway’s wish to omit and to leave the reader to feel himself the real story is fulfilled. As he says once, he wants to give “forth and fifth dimension” to his stories. His intention is to make them symbolic and full of meanings. The motif of losing is omitted, but it stays there under the water.

Hemingway declares in the collection that man can lose everything from security, happiness, love, dearest people or gold, to his own life, which is his last and which he will lose for sure. In the story After the Storm is presented the play of fate with the main protagonist. He has the chance to find the sink ship full of gold but after exhausting efforts lasting one all day he can not get anything from it. When he comes back later it is already robbed by the Greeks. There is irony in the story that even the birds got more than the main character. Here it is shown the power of fate – the main character finds the ship full of gold he is on the way to “win” the treasures but providence with its great power doesn’t allow this to happen. The Greeks got the gold. And he is again the ordinary rag, poor man, who fights drank in the pubs. Who can win against fate? The fight is unequal and the losing is certain.

The story is ironic but the ironic is the situation of man in the universe, his human condition. He is a living being in a world which is under the obscure laws of fate and most of the time he is assigned to lose. He is ordained even to lose his life. Nobody can win towards providence. But Hemingway, obsessed with this fight with fate, shows the reader option to defeat it and it is in the living despite of the obstacles, living despite of how many it hurts, living despite of all it will take, living despite of it.

In A Natural History of the Dead Hemingway scrutinizes the question of human life and of the miserable situation of man in the universe. Again it is ironic, sarcastic and satiric story. This repetition of the Hemingway’s attitude towards fate and death is clearly outlined. In this story he comes to the conclusion that a man’s destiny is a destiny of an animal, “most men die like animals, not men”. The story is a parody of the naturalists and shows the absence of divine concern for human sufferings. The desperate position of man in the world is shown by the last scene and the dialogue between the doctor and the lieutenant, when they quarrel about the dieing man:

“See, my poor lieutenant? We dispute about nothing. In time of war we dispute about nothing”.

Even people show coldness and inhumanity towards each other. But this is not the main motif of the short story. The light motif of the story is that the human life is not important. That human life is nothing, although it is everything a man has. That it can be taken by fate whenever. The discouraged position of man is obvious. His fight with fate lost.

Hemingway’s vision of losing can be seen and in The Sea Change and in Fathers and Sons. In the first story love runs away, because of the games of the providence, leaving man changed after his loss, altering him forever, but making him stronger. The second story is about the memories of one man of his beloved father who he has lost, but loves very much. Again it is shown the dreadful intervention of fate in the human life, taking away the man’s closest and dearest people. It is seen that man loses all his life and loses everything. For a second he can touch to happiness, but after that to check him and to test his inner power, the fate makes him the serial trick.

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:X

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

THE PRAYER

For so long I want to write this piece, but I had no time. For me it was very important and a note was lying on my desk in order to not forget to write it here, although I don’t have so many readers but I hope it will be interesting and useful for someone. I will begin with the Creator. It is seen I am very much occupied with religion and with the theme of God. But that is the way I am. So, I prefer to call him Creator. When you meet someone for the first time you look at his face, body, clothes, his gestures and voice. Then when you get more close to him you get a notice to his words and thinking, his views and ideas. And when you get closer and share a long time with him you can see his deeds. Let’s put this scheme to our Creator. We can not see his figure. In fact he has not body and face. We can not hear his voice. We have a slight idea of his views and ideas. But we can see his deeds. In fact from the tree points of the scheme we can relate our Creator only with the third which in fact has the biggest weight and is the only one of the three which shows the real truth and real face of a person. When we take a view to his deeds it is seen his biggest creation – our Solar System, our Planet, our Nature, the Flora and Fauna and us – Humans. The product of his deeds is seen very clearly for everyone. Nobody can argue that it is perfect, beautiful, awesome and made with so love. Love towards us – who inhabit this creation and who are so created. From this deed we can see that The Creator is one nice loving person who cares about humans and other creatures and loves them, treating them gentle and wise. Everyone of us is his creation thus his child. He can’t not loving us. This is obvious to all people who are creating. The created by you is always very dear to you. So, the Creator is a person without body, face and voice but with a lot of deeds, showing him as one pleasant person. Sometimes we have obstacles in life. As maybe some of you know my hobby is Astrology. And as I said the Solar System and maybe the Universe is creation of God, thus the planets and stars and their directory of moving is determined by him. In a previous essay I said that stars are the map of our lives. He determined even our lives giving the right to choose. Maybe the matrix is very complicated maybe everyone of us has one good and one bad end in life said simply. But I am sure it is more complex. You see how complex is everything made by him. We have revealed maybe 10% of the creation. To show you how wise is he and how wise and excellent everything is made I will give you example with the Black Holes in the Universe. Man physically can not travel in the Universe because the distances are so enormous that one lifetime of a man will not be enough. BUT! There are made Black Holes, corridors which make the moving in the Space easier and maybe possible for us humans. He had thought of everything. Our Planet Earth, home for so many humans is big enough for us although it gets smaller and smaller. The other Planets show as a map our life. We have obstacles in life. You will say: “Yes, we have very hard moments. The Creator is not so good.” We have obstacles, but they are because of our education. We must reach perfection in order to go further. It is said by some people who say they know that there are other worlds, other higher realities. And maybe there are. The imagination of the Creator is undoubtedly. The obstacles are needed, but the hard situations are awful. People feel desperate, unhappy, broken. Then The Creator gives them one option – to speak to him, to beg him, to pray to him. And he is always there for everyone on the Earth at any time. You can ask him, just speak to him or argue with him and you will be always heard. Think about the time when you was a child and had a dream, just think, didn’t this dream happen? I am sure you will say “yes”. It happened or it could happen but you withdraw from it. Think of your childish dreams and not only about them, think about all your dreams. They all happed or could happen. We are heard, even we are eavesdropped and as a present we receive our realized dreams. And with the player is the same. Think of something you have prayed about. After a couple of years it happens. Only if you have made a lot of bad things maybe your prayers will not be heard but you have the option to repent and then again you can dream and pray. I wrote this big essay just for one sentence which I will write now. Prayers come true. Even if you don’t believe, even if you are suspicious you will see that it is true. Every prayer comes true so pray and don’t stop dreaming. This nice, loving person – the Creator will give us all we want. But the obstacles are there in order to balance the situation. If there are no obstacles our life will be senseless. We would not have aims, we would not develop, we would not fight, and we would not live. Without obstacles live will be so boring we will live life without showing us, without showing our potential and identity. Here we can show us. Here our souls can show and test themselves. In esoteric science and east religions where reincarnation is the base of them it is said that souls live somewhere in other dimension, on groups and they are one and the same and equal (like in Communism, which for me is vicious system, giving the rights and welfare to the lazy and stupid and taking the rights and welfare from the wise and smart and working, which is self-destroying, because the lazy and stupid, having the same rights destroy the system and not develop it, because it is internal to the lazy and stupid to destroy and not to build). So the souls are different substance coming here to show their identity and to learn. And they have always the help. Because the nice, kind teacher is always here to show us the right way, the way to perfection and when it is hard to us we can always ask him for help, pray for help and the help will come. I reveal you one of the miracles of the world which I revealed alone for me. I hope you will reveal it for you and having it, rule it well, because there is punishment. The balance must be kept. And the aim must not be forget – learning the rules of life, looking on the different faces of life, learning people, living, ruling your life and going ahead to perfection. So, let us be good, better and better trying to reach the best. Live one fulfilled life and don’t stop thinking.

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:X

Sunday, May 3, 2009

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE - life is full of miracles...

MIA - PAPER PLANES
or our fragile and small, but BIG dreams



Life teaches us through all our existence
and with its lessons, we win the battle of our life.

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:x

Sunday, April 19, 2009

HAPPY EASTER 2009!

Jesus Christ is Risen Today!





FAIR WIND!
VPi
:x
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FREEDOM!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

ANALYZE THIS!



Die Another Day lyrics

I'm gonna wake up, yes and no
I'm gonna kiss some part of
I'm gonna keep this secret
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess, die another day

I guess I'll die another day
(Another day)
I guess I'll die another day
(Another day)
I guess I'll die another day
(Another day)
I guess I'll die another day

Sigmund Freud
Analyze this
Analyze this
Analyze this

I'm gonna break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

Uh, uh

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

For every sin, I'll have to pay
I've come to work, I've come to play
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go

I'm gonna avoid the cliche
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pleasure
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

Uh, uh

[Laugh]

I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day
I guess, die another day
I guess I'll die another day

Another day [x6]

FAIR WIND!
VPi
:x
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FREEDOM!

Friday, March 27, 2009

The most harmless drug and the best medicine

God created the world and gave this ability to create to man. It is strange that man feels entirely full and happy when he creates something that interest him with full capacity. When we create we fall in another dimension. Time is different. There is no time. Man charges himself with energy, another energy from different level( not the common energy from food, breathing and sleeping). The condition in which he falls is like that of the usage of opium. Our soul is jubilating and we are full of pleasure. The most harmless drug and the best medicine in my opinion.

I decided to share with you some of my paintings. I`m not a professional painter, even the opposite. I decided to share with you the making of my last painting. I hope you will like it.

Freedom,
VPi